Gin Fizz

I'm done with my exams this semester! Yesterday, I had my one and only paper this sem. Woohoo~~ but..... I'm am bored now. Immediately after the exam, I felt so empty. There seem to be no aim in things to do. No deadline, no schedule of what to do. But at the same time I am busy? Meeting friends that I will not be seeing in the coming months. Thats a sad thought. I took down my posters and pictures from my room walls , and when I woke up this morning, I felt more empty in my white room. I am leaving Canberra soon, to be exact, this sunday! *sigh* I am so gonna miss this room that I stay in for three semesters. I am also gonna miss ressies life, shifting to Hawker will be a whole new experience. It's the close of a chapter and the beginning of a new one. I really hope next year will be as great or even better than this year! Maybe that's why it's so difficult to pack up memories and leave. Thou, I will be back again next year, it will be different. The people, the enviroment, the weather.... It will be a whole New Relationship with Canberra again. This year past really quickly.

I remember packing up last year wasn't that upsetting. Maybe because most of me wanted to go back then, maybe Canberra was really boring then? It's the people... it's my friends. Humans that are so dear to me made my life here wonderful. I want to 'draw' my life next semester, like how I create my own 'tatoo', and how I drew Gwyn's. I would want to be in control. I want to 'pen' my life.