Saturday, May 14, 2005

how come?

dont know why i have been pretty moody these few days.
PMS maybe, aunty flow is coming to visit soon.
hate these feelings. i just fell helpless sometimes (most of the time)
i dont like being all lost and be found again.

i am not checking, am not testing. dont understand why one always feel that way.
i just feel ridiculesly lost, am i always doing the wrong thing?
why am i doing those then? i dont know.
maybe i am just clueless about relationship still.
i feel hopeless here mostly.
the warmth and love is not strong enough.

i just want to watch him sleep.

2 Comments:

At 3:53 pm, Blogger i_kay said...

Chill...take one step at a time..all good... we're here man..here in canberra withcha

 
At 5:35 pm, Blogger Gigi, Slurpee, Nachos and Murrey said...

its just sad to think about it and feel that way. am always getting it wrong. :'(

 

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