Losing tension
The many I should that I am not doing?What is wrong with me?!
I should sms him less
I should call him less
I should think less
I should go out more often
I should watch more movies
I should give him more space
I should cry less
I should eat more
I should workout @ the gym more
I should go to bodypump/step/stretch and abs more
I should pamper myself more
I should buy more undies
I should find more friends
I should drink less tea
I should take more pictures
I should not think about home so much
I should meet up with Steve soon
I should go to Sydney too
I should call Bernice and Sabrina soon
I should call Tong and Ng soon
I should go grocery shopping soon (that really relax me)
I should go for coffee soon
I should do all these soon... real soon or I will really go bonkers. Am already halfway there.
I should I should I should! but its just so difficult sometimes.
The wanting of picking up the phone and do nasty things to the person on the other end. (SHUT UP u bloody cockertoos outside!)
Dammit! I am a bitter person. I need people too much. But not the other way round. He doesn't need me there. It just tiring to not be myself.
I am tired.
I am drained.
I want to go home to my bed and sleep till I wake up happy.
I need rest.. mentally, emotionally and physically.
I just need my people around me.
Studying here is just difficult emtionally.
So many things is happening at home but I can't help, the feeling is not good at all. I miss mummy, my girls, my family, the boyfriend. :(
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